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Songs 2020

by Derek Spaldo

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1.
Karma is a bitch We've been asking for it The planet is in trouble Everyone stuck in their bubble I refuse to shake your hand If you insist that this is part of God's plan I refuse to isolate And distance myself away Don't hide your head in the sand 'Cause it's not too late You told us we're too much Too pie in the sky for the times Everything in moderation Look what's destroying the nation I refuse to shake your hand If you accept that this is part of God's plan I refuse to sit and wait And fiddle the days away We're at the precipice No, it's not too late
2.
Starlight 06:03
There's the sound of horns in the early morn Waking you from your bed of scorn Rise for another day in your gloomy way Black cloud hovers over you Nothing works right Everything is wrong You judge them all along Like you're some kinda genius Like you are above it A cancer grows inside You wanna see people fail See 'em end up in jail For the sins that you decide Oh, you're a curmudgeon A bitter young man Go on and hide your head in the sand Everyone is breaking down again Smashing windows in To escape the 9 to 5 Bounce from the hard ground and surmise that this is all there is There is no starlight in your life You fixate on a lucky person Whom you are jealous of You just can't abide it Their existence burns you Reminds you of your flaws So you chastise them You curse their name Meanwhile, you're to blame You're stuck in the mud Stuck in the bad education Your point of view needs some discipline Practice non-attachment: the art of letting go Release your grip Take it slow You're driving yourself crazy Driving right up the wall But my friend, you're bound to fall Everything is breaking down again And you'll be free at last To escape the 9 to 5 Flying from the earth you'll realize this is not all there is You'll find the starlight in your life
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You were staring out the window As the oil fields roll by Smoke is rising from the tower And you never felt so high 'Cause we're just passing through Trying my best to do right by you Who ever knew We'd find ourselves in the right time We were talking about the future Seven miles in the air Laughing our way through the pressure No one I know seems to care But we're just passing through Trying my best to do right by you Who ever knew We'd find ourselves in the right time And if there's something I can do for you Ask me twice and I'll stay on track I may not recollect the details But you know I always got your back Because I'm just passing through Trying my best to do right by you Who'd ever wonder We'd find ourselves in the right time
4.
Jungle 03:45
God give me courage to show you Love though there's tears in my eyes It's been a pleasure to know you All of the days of my life Lord lift me up to the heavens Take me away from the pain Shine in your glory among us Light in the glow of your flame You love like a child Pure and kind and fair You're not made for this world, I know It's a jungle out there I found you down in the stairway Hiding away from it all Lost like a lamb from her mother Healing a bruise from a fall Why did we have to forget That you were a child once like me? Open-armed love for a stranger No matter the race or the creed But you somehow know me better Than the prescribed image of me You will always be there Oh, indefinitely You love like a child Pure and kind and fair You're not made for this world, I know It's a jungle out there
5.
Message 05:26
What is wrong with me? I'm finding that I ask myself When my intentions don't match the impact I'm just a lonely cowboy with a snake in my boot Biting at my toes when I step out of line Why do I resist the love that I deserve, And I tamper down the message I have heard? I'm talking to the voice in the back of my brain Singing so warm, angelic, and tame You see, I'm just a young man with too much on my mind Obscuring the bad deeds that I've left behind You gotta take a chance, sing your heart out Feel the words you hear ringing from your mouth I'm just a fallen angel too pure for this world And all of my comrades with flags all unfurled Will storm your battalions and capsize your ships I thought I was a pacifist, but now I don't give a shit People try to hide from the truth Because it frightens them Take a good look in the mirror And if you don't like what you see, then smash it to bits And if the pain is too much, just relax into it There's a lot of people who'll try to bring you down Try to silence you and tear you from your crown It's probably 'cause you scare them, but don't you worry about that You gotta stick to your guns and never look back You say I'm just a young man with too much on my mind Floating in the loathing, I forgot to be kind There's nothing wrong with me, I'm finding as I know myself Walking through the world, reaching out I'm just a young man with too much idle time I'm just a young man with too much on my mind You say I'm just a young man with too much on my mind I'm just a young man with too much on my mind
6.
We Can Dream 06:06
You go to sleep And dream of a different life Where you're lost in the stars You close your eyes And see all the different lights Reflecting like a mirror after Mars A voice calls to you Like an angel sweet and pure "Take my hand and walk with me" She shows you Heaven A world where we all live as one Electrified and gold And all is love "It's just a dream," you tell yourself There's no way it could be real The vision that I've had is unsettling I thought that life was one thing But there's more to heaven and earth Than we can dream of You walk around Your eyes are glued right to the ground Myopic in your scope of what is real We all forgot The planets floating in the void Beyond our comprehension and perception We are so small And act like we just know it all There's so much to this life We have forgotten There's more to living Than the shit that we all feast upon Programmed to consume, pacified But I know there's a world Where our lives are filled with happiness Dancing in the street Full of joy And we can have it here But we've got to listen carefully Check your selfish ego At the door "It's just a dream," you tell yourself There's no way it could be real The vision that I've had is inspiring I thought that life was one thing But there's more to heaven and earth Than we can dream of
7.
The knowing that I have for sugar She's a beam in my dismal day But her heart of darkness beckons For evil to be slain And death rides a pale horse to my lover's dismay She's riding in anger to anchor our fame For today Well a night of cabernet For the hope that I will lay In the rotten feral stance Is a hope to elicit some new romance But death rides a pale horse To my lover's dismay She's riding in anger to anchor our fame For today No more anchoring Hold the light Death is riding away
8.
I know this face I've seen you a million times before I ask for the moon to sit in a balanced house She was a house of water How can you know? I've practiced and I've studied like you would not believe I have the guts to name you something I can understand It's you alone I find It's you alone I long for in the night As I whisper to the void It's you alone I cry I feel you now You make me a richer man I'll hold you in my body I'll keep you here I'll build myself a house Of objects that I've found A refuge for the broken and abandoned chairs I'll sit beside myself and wonder, "Were you ever there?" It's you alone I find It's you alone I long for in the night As I whisper to the void It's you alone I cry

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released November 11, 2020

Music, lyrics, all instruments by Derek Spaldo
Except "Pale Horse Rider Blues" by Harpoon Forever

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Derek Spaldo Chicago, Illinois

Derek Spaldo is a Chicago-based musician and actor. Originally from Rutherford, NJ, Derek came up in the New York DIY art scene. He was a long-time multi-instrumentalist in the critically acclaimed band Garcia Peoples; with Garcia Peoples he had the pleasure of working with artists such as Chris Forsyth, PG Six, and Matt Sweeney. ... more

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